DYNAMICS OF SOUL CONNECTION

It is said when a person is in true love,to get it in there life one does try every possible thing one can do,even one tries to approach impossible things too.I also did the same.All people who knew about this told me that Iam not accepting Gods wish ,instead Iam being stubborn.But it was not about being rigid,it was getting that person back in my life for whom I have been waiting whole of my life,the kind of connection I feel for that person.On hearing his voice it felt as if my soul has been drawn towards him.I have been magnetically attaracted towards him.He had been forcing me to marry someone else and everytime I refused giving him this same  reason of feeling...that feel which I get for him...that feel which cannot be expressed in words.That feel which bonds a child with his mother,it has no words,that feel which bonds a devotee with its God...it was that same feeling which I has for him.

 There's a saying "EYES ARE THE MIRROR TO ONES SOUL",its true.He always denied his love for me,bt simultaneously I could what he was unable to see.I can clearly see his love for me,that he loves me like crazy,madly.deeply,truly,but due to fear he never accepted it.I would rather say that he himself does'nt realise how much he loves me.It is not always necessary to say  those words of love everytime because when you are into that depth of emotion it is really not at all important to express it in words,your eyes,your smile ,your body language,your single body cell can feel it and responds it back in the same manner.So even if how hard you try to cover it up,all in vain.

His eyes were my medium of conversation,cause I knew everytime I will talk about his  feelings there was always a topic change.I was after his life to break his silence and to confess his true feelings but he never did ,he just suppressed it somewhere deep inside heart where no one including himself can explore it.The day when I started my spiritual journey,depth of my emotions (all my emotions) increased.I could feel all my emotions deep down in my soul.I being the Chaser n he being the Runner were actually behaving like "Tom n Jerry".I tried each and everything to get him back in my life but all in vain,all my efforts failed.That feeling when you have been waiting all of your life for that person and all of a sudden when out of nowhere that person pops out that overwhelmed feeling cannot be expressed in words and suddenly when that Love phase is over and that person is gone from your life,its hurts so badly.That pain is unbearble.And when you are left all puzzled ,you have no answers to your questions ,that person is also not ready to talk there is no way left for you other than God.Exactly  same happened with me.I also started meditating to find answers to all my questions.There was no peace in anything,it felt as if your life has been ruined .

BEGINNING OF MY SPIRITUAL JOURNEY

            

It all began when he left me...my spiritual journey started when suddenly he went away from my life,promising me that all this is happening for good.Everything happens for a good reason.According to him this distance was good.He told me that we are seperating for good,maybe someday we will realise this strange feeling going inside us.Maybe oneday we will realise that this feeling is something not belonging to this world...it is something eternal,very pure.He admitted that he is also having this same feeling that the more he tries to go away from me by ignoring me more closer he is coming to me and my soul.He assured me to be calm n stay positive that everything will get resolved soon.

But all this assurance was in vain.I had a strong intuition that things are slipping from my hands.I can clearly see that things are going to be worse,and inspite of all my efforts of explaining him i felt as if he is just hearing what i was trying to warn him but he could not listen to what i was saying.Something was wrong I could sense it,i wanted to stop so hard but I felt as if something was preventing me from doing so.

His absence started killing me.That home was no longer a home to live in,it was just a house of bricks.There was no longer that liveliness,that fun,that love which was there,which made that place to live in.Instead there were only memories left behind ,which were haunting me every second.I ran in search of peace but was not getting it anywhere.That feeling that something is going out to be wrong was so intense that no assurance could help.And it came out to be true,first week of august he disclosed that he is getting married  and now nothing can happen between us.All this was so sudden I was not able to understand that was this was destined to happen or it was the law of attaraction which was playing this game.My life was ruining and I was like a helpless fish which when taken out of water strives hard to breathe and keep trying to search for water so that it can get back its oxygen.

Days passed and I kept searching for peace in the outside world...wasted my time in crying to get my

love back.
And then after failing in all my attempts I finally surrendered myself to meditation......and there began my journey into wholeness towards another Soul and God.

SOUL MIRROR RELATIONSHIP DYNAMICS

                                     SOUL MIRROR RELATIONSHIP DYNAMICS

Throughout your life you have been having unusual dreams of this mysterious person,for whom you have been waiting for.You experience some unusual power attracting you towards this person.You are meeting this person for the first time but the connection you feel is as if you have met this person before,as if you have met this person in your past,may be in your dreams.

There may be some unusual synchronicity or event that surrounds the initial meeting between the soul mirrors.Some kind of feeling of "knowing" each other that you cannot define in words.Something which you are unable to express.Soul mirror show up in our life in a unexpected way,out of the blue.

Most of the soul mirrors are physically at a distance or may be living up in different countries.Soul mirror experience something is preventing them from meeting up in the beginning.This is usually because much energetic work has to be done on emotional and spiritual level before soul mirrors physical meeting can occur.If the physical meeting do occur too soon the energy can be too intense.

The relationship is immediate and there is a comfortable feeling which you have never felt with anyone before.It seems as if you can share whole life with this person without even there asking as if it is automatically coming out.There is a great level of understanding and you do not require much words to express and other half has already understood.

There is a feeling that you are been magnetically attracted towards this person,and the love which you experience is "unconditional"and transcends the ego.There is no lust or obsessive behaviour.If you have met your soul mirror that does not means that it will be free of conflicts.There may be still some lessons and healing to be done,afterall soul mirrors are still humans on physical level.

You feel as if complete with your soul mirror and a feeling of home is there where all your search stops.This complete feeling is beyond words.You are meeting  other half of your soul.You share a vibration and you resonate with them.You may even found attraction to there voice which you find very familiar.